coz I love my strawberries :)

Khas untuk kakanda yg berada di perantauan , Miasara Tulang :p


If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

We’ll sail the world, to find you  (I’ll take you to the shore) :p

If you ever find yourself lost in the world and you can’t see,

We’ll be the light to guide you

If you ever tossed and then you turn and you can’t sleep,

We’ll sing a song, beside you

If you ever forget how much you really mean to us,

Everyday we will,

Remind you..

When we are called to help our family…

You’ll always have our shoulder when you cry.. (especially my broad shoulder) :p

We’ll never let go, never say goodbye..

You can count on us like 123,

We’ll be there..

And we know when we’re needed,

We can count on you like 432 and you’ll be there,

Coz that’s what sisters suppose to do..


So,  to my dearest tulang sister,
no matter what happens there, we're always there fr you aits?
feel free to call us anytime you want.
nak nangis2 kat aku time tuition pun boleh~ haha
take care, eat rice, and i hope you're doin fine there.
xoxo  ♥

please be good to me ♥

time flies so fast. and guess what bitch? its August! damn. there's only a few months left for me to wake up as early 6 in the morning and get ready fr school. maigodd. seriously? haha. i'm gonna miss all that soon.yup, i mean soon :) right now, i'm feeling damn suckyyy -.- it is as if my brain is gonna explode or something. have loads and loads of things to memorize. c'mon lahh. don't be so mean. postpone spm boleh? fr me? kays that's impossible. fine wtv. and not to forget, this year Raya wont be as cool as I had bfr this. I'm not even sure if we're gonna sleepover at my grandma's place on the first day of Raya since my sister will be leaving to France on the second day of raya. so thats it. I'll be roommate-less fr the next 3 years? well,that doesnt make much different actually since Mia spent half of her age staying at hostel. but still, she's my sister, and I'm gonna miss her. that's fr sure :)

and, Being an Assuntarian is awesome. Assunta is the best girls' school in PJ kay? have anything against that? just shaddap. it's my blog. I met super cool friends here and it's impossible fr me to frget the memories we had back then. honestly, I'm trying my best to avoid frm listening to 'Graduation' frm Vitamin C coz I'm not ready to cry over everything. I should seriously treasure these few months left and just live my life with my awesome friends :)

and lastly, my relationship with him..

I'm gonna miss all the moments we had in our school uniform. ;).

its knw hard to stand my attitude sometimes kan? but you went through it fr a year. hoyeah. haha. i know things might not be the same after this but I really hope our relationship will last forever as we promised each other. I can hardly be in a relationship fr even a month but I made it with you. only you. and thats why I love you :) xx

Excited mood :O

since my sisters are all back this weekend, we decided to accompany our eldest fat sister to get some stuffs for her baby. coz this is the last weekend bfr fasting month kan? so it's better to get everything done by this week.
first stop, . Parenthood Exhibition @ Mid Valley
damn. mid lagi. I'm so sick of Mid Valley. setiap hari pun pegi situ. takbest sangat tauu. hahaha. anyway, sampai je around 3. OKAY :O  it was damn crowded. and dah kate pun parenthood exhibition kan? mestilah yg ramai couple. hahha. so while kakya and mama sibuk2 pilih barang, Mia and I jadi sengal jap. ade a  few mascots yg ade kat situ. to attract budak kecik sebenanye. tapi kalau budak 17 dgn 19 tahun nak attracted pun boleh  :p so, mula2 cam malu malu dengan budak kecik kan. macam jakun je dgn mascot even dorang tak pape. HAHA. then bila budak kecik dah tak ramaii............. lalu sy pun berkata, B, cepat amek gambar aku! HAHAHHA. and i took picture with the mascot. heee. buat muka tak malu je boleh? bia lahh. kau takde kan gmbar dgn mascot tweety? hehe. then mama bising sbb kitorang hilang tiba tiba. hehe. after almost an hour of shopping and having fun with the mascots, dorang beli nii.

 yup. baju baby je pun. tu pun lama sangat -.- oh and some baby shampoo la. and OMG THOSE BABY STUFFS ARE SO CUTE :'( comel gilaaaaa! tiba tiba rasa nk jadi babysitter pulak. HAHA.
 
so if you think we're done with the shopping, you're WRONG.
Sunday, next destination, IOI MALL, PUCHONG.
yup. it is one of the boring shopping complex ever exist in this whole wide world. kejam tak? no lah, but seriously, takde benda pun kat situ. except fr their cinema yg COOL. but unfortunately, takde kawan yg stay area puchong. so, memang takboleh tgk movie dekat sana -.-' anyway, ikut jela kan? its better to join them than  to stay at home. hehe. so they bought more baby's outfit today. and mama got her tilam ape ntah. its big and quite heavy. and and IOI escalators sangat lah bodoh. provide trolley tapi takboleh guna trolley dgn escalator boleh? how the hell should we get down? nak junjung trolley tu laa? boleh jugak la sebenanye kan, ioi? -.-
so we decided to carry everything instead of using that trolley. on our way home, nampak banyak luggage kat area tu. and Mia  needs to get it asap. so dengan gediknya she bought a super cool red luggage. and it weighed 5 kilos. guess who's gonna carry it all the way from the shopping complex to the car park? ME :) like duhh~ i'll be such a useless big girl if i refuse to help her kan? plus she's so skinny. she might break her bone while carrying it. i wonder how will she carry that huge luggage that weighed around 20 kilos to France later. b, need my fats? ;) HAHA. oh, wanna see how big is it? i wasnt kidding when i said its huge, kay? check this out!

it looks cool coz its red! hehe. so yeahh. that's bout my weekends :) I'm so excited to be an aunty but I'm not ready to let my crazy sister leave to France. but i knw she's independent enough to stay there on her own. ok ab. if you're reading this, jangan perasan sangat. haha. kays, gtg. till the next post :)



xoxo syiira :)

doin' great. yeah right~

last week was a total shitty-est week ever. seriously. i missed Interact's biggest event, International Understanding Day. oh and before that, I missed larian 1 Malaysia too. cool gila kan? kan? cam nak terjun swimming pool je. i missed it coz my family buat kenduri kat kampung. it's my sister's kenduri, so takkan adik dorang yang tinggi ni takde kan? and the best part was when my mother scolded me for cutting the potato wrongly. I mean, same je kot? does that make much different? it'll turn into shit anyway kan? haiyo.and that's the reason why i hate to help out at the kitchen. sure kene bahan like shit -.-

by the way, Assunta's sports day is on this coming friday. FUCK THEM.
seriously, i swear, i'll be in school on sports day ONLY for Amanda and Kaylee coz i really want to support them. Dear captain, i friggin hate you and you short little dwarf, too bad for you coz you couldnt do anything to fix your face. cant wait to see 'the pretty you' on that day! i guess you really want to embarass yrself by comparing yrself with the other 3 houses. HOHO.

PADAN MUKA SYIIRA AHMAD!

mama dah tegur, DEGIL
kawan2 dah tegur, DEGIL LAGI
kakak2 dah tegur, DEGIL JUGAK
Syabil dah marah, DEGIL SGT.

seriously, skarang ni rasa padan muka kat diri sendiri yang teramat sangat. semua org pun dh selalu marah sbb taknak makan nasi. but i ate okay! maybe tak ikut time je. but bukannye tak makan langsung pun. haihhh. i had super tummy ache last night. seriously, rasa cam nak tberanak je time tu. (jap, pernah beranak ke?) haha. sakit gila bab. tahan je.. then sapu minyak kuda. bodoh punya kuda. kat label gebang gila. konon panas sgt. pdahal tak rasa pape pun. kaki nak? then around 11, tak baik langsung. pg jerang air, tuam perut sndri. at that moment, ttbe rasa rindu kat monyet zura yg tk balik tuu. kalau kau ade, msti kau jdi mangsa aku malm td. lepas tuam, tak elok2. it was around 11.30 edy. and homework maths punn tak sentuh lagi. so, kuatkan diri, bangun, bukak bag, buat lah hw maths smbil baring. nsib baik dh siap working semua, tinggal copy balik je. homework dah siap, nak tido. tkbleh tido jugak sbb sakit sgt kan? then papa suruh siap pg clinic. I dun wannttt :( kang tk pasal2 kene tido hospital. and for some reason i just have the fear to meet the doctor. what if ttbe doctor tu cakap, you ade apendix? or you mandul, tkbleh ade anak? HAHA. sumpah gila. but yeahh, haha. so around 2.30, bgun pegi dapur, carik ubat. found my sister's gastric medicines. so i ate it even date kat ubat tu dah setahun. sumpah gamble je time makan tu. mati, mati la. haahahhha. the next morning, my  mom woke me up at 7. she told me not to go to school, pagi nnti pg clinic. i was HAIYOOO. she shouldve woke me up. coz i dont wanna miss school. :( rugi je buat hw tu mlm tadi. ishh. and now, just got back from clinic. dctor ckp gastric sbb tk makan ikut time. -.-' fine.fine. starting today onwards. i makan ikut time, makan nasi banyak2 and kalau gemuk nanti, kalau org lain tnye nape gemuk, I'll blame the doctor, my mom, my sis, my friends and my boyfriend. HAHA (Y)